More info about me:
iblee’s on flicker too
and I’m an online student who works a solid 40hrs a week (whew), does Aikido, and I’m racing here next year in 2008 on my trike.
Open post to the unappreciated Library
You are a great and powerful friend my Library. I am concerned you have forgotten how great you are. Many times I have thought to myself: how you would go about answering my most serious questions: what knowledge did you add to the world today -because you do every day; what thing that you do so well to enrich others lives, can I do; “why not” is what you say -so how I can find that answer and many more; how do I become as creative as you -do I write more, read more, play more, dance more, find more, explain more; how am I going to be peacefully inspiring today -giving people the room they need to learn about their self? Over our several years together with me walking-rumbling-stumbling through you, the better ways of living you have taught me to weave into my being go not a day unused. In my darkest, surliest hour, I came to find peace and it was there. I am fortunate for you Library.
Life is big and simple. At times life can be very hard for people though. You, my Library, can be a special place invoking unimaginable wonder. The engines of creation become ignited through your presence. Even when we get dragged down into the smallest, suffocating space there is always room to turn around, down, inside-out or whatever it takes; you’ve shown me that through books and chats and questions and time and coffee. Maybe just sitting too -shikantaza.
Another opportunity awaits for you to teach me. I see this as a great time in your life where gigantic opportunities flood in. You become rebuilt from spaces not yet known. Instead of being consumed and cannibalized, you ride that wave for the long throw. Standing on the the peak of that wave you then will look back on this time laughing and laughing and laughing at the insignificance of those who could not see how your great intelligence and heart changed the world. Yet Library, you will be humble about it too; you will just shake your head as you help another person see clearly into their own nature. I look forward to the day when I attend some remote place and see you standing there still doing your mission: a great welcoming edifice who holds the keys for how to effectively change the world.